Saturday, July 7, 2012

So much of this blog has been sadness, despair...a state of discontent. At times there was uplifting moments, people, things that brought about this incredible change in me and my state of being. But always they ended up bringing me right back to where i had left off. I realize now in my 25th year...that the only way to make me happy and keep me happy is to be the one to do so. To not have to depend on some kind of outer stimulus from a mate but to look deep within my soul and to bring out that strength within myself. CLARITY. So amazing. 


So with that being said...i feel as though i am a new person altogether. This blog has been the heart and soul of me for a long time but that person needs to be put into a place of memories and not continued on. I am a changed being. I am a happy and light person. I am aware of my darkness and the balance that there is within me but i do not need to let myself become unbalanced and sink into that deepness. I am light. I am spiritual. I am happy. That is what i am. So this diary ends and a brand new chapter of life begins. I keep this to look back in fondness of how far i have come. And i cherish every memory, every person, that has made me the person i am today at this point in my life. 


Onwards...to my new blog. :)