Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Death of a friendship

I dont think i've ever been so upset in my life about something someone has said to me.H. if you wanted to hurt me you have succeeded. I'm sorry that i'm worried about you staying clean, i guess i have no right to worry about you because i overdosed on cocaine, is that what you think? You know what i dont know if you meant to but you have just ended a friendship.I'm a forgiving person but i'm not going to be forgiving on this. I am not psychotic because i overdose on cocaine, was R. psychotic because she overdosed on anti-depressants? And dont you dare tell me to grow up and be a big girl because you yourself really have way more growing up to do whether you realize it or not. I was sad when i overdosed on cocaine and i never once said that it was an accident, i wanted to die...i'm not going to deny that but that doesnt make you any better than me.

To tell you the truth you will never be better than me. Because i dont try to make people hurt. I have compassion.

1:07 a.m. - 2002-12-28

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