Wednesday, June 3, 2009

If loneliness doesnt kill you. love always will

Love Song

Jack Off Jill

Whenever I'm alone with you

You make me feel like I am home again

Whenever I'm alone with you

You make me feel like I am whole again

Whenever I'm alone with you

You make me feel like I am young again

Whenever I'm alone with you

You make me feel like I am fun again, again

However far away, I will always love you

However long I stay, I will always love you

Whatever words I say, I will always love you

I will always love you

Whenever I'm alone with you

You make me feel like I am free again

Whenever I'm alone with you

You make me feel like I am clean again, again

However far away, I will always love you

However long I stay, I will always love you

Whatever words I say, I will always love you

I will always love you

Love you

Love you

Love you

Love you

These are the results to my colorquiz....

Your Existing Situation

Seeks a close and understanding bond in an atmosphere of shared intimacy, as a protection against anxiety and conflict.

Your Stress Sources

The situation is regarded as threatening or dangerous. Outraged by the thought that she will be unable to achieve her goals and distressed at the feeling of helplessness to remedy this. Over-extended and feels beset, possibly to the point of nervous prostration.

Your Restrained Characteristics

The situation is preventing her from establishing herself, but she feels she must make the best of things as they are.

Able to achieve satisfaction through sexual activity.

Emotionally inhibited. Feels forced to compromise, making it difficult for her to form a stable emotional attachment

Your Desired Objective

Needs a change in her circumstances or in her relationships which will permit relief from stress. Seeking a solution which will open up new and better possibilities and allow hopes to be fulfilled.

Your Actual Problem

Agitation, unpredictability, and irritation accompanying depleted vitality and intolerance of further demands have all placed her in a position in which she feels menaced by her circumstances. Feeling powerless to remedy this by any action of her own, she is desperately hoping that some solution will provide a way of escape.

My brother is back from the hospital and hes looking a lot better than before.Hes less swollen...he can see, and hes not confined to a bed. Theres a lot of things that need to happen before hes back to the health that he was before but the important thing is that he is home.I love the little guy so much...i couldnt bear to see him hurting so bad.

I talked to S's ex girlfriend a couple of days ago. Now the story behind her was that H. had told me that she was talking shit about me.So i proceeded to hate her because she had only met me once and shouldnt be talking shit about me, especially in my house.We have a mutual friend and i told her to find out the truth. The truth was that she hadnt said anything about me so i called and apologized to her and explained why i had been such a bitch, and why my friends had been harassing her. So, we're fine now and i'm proud of myself. Unlike some people i'll admit to my mistakes instead of blaming others.

Starting Monday i will be working full time at my job. I dont really want to work there...but its money and thats what i need. Plus i need to learn to stick to one thing. Even though i like variety a hell of a lot better.

I'm not sure why but a feeling of loneliness has been passing over me for a while now. Its like i know there are people here that i can talk to but no one knows the real me. I just need a friends shoulder to cry on, a friend to talk to about things that pain me, a friend to have fun with....

2:56 p.m. - 2003-01-02

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