Sometimes I'm cold.

*Twisted hints to what will become

I save the rest while i come undone*

So i give up on myself so easily? What makes you say that...i'm sorry to say it but you dont know me yet and you cant say i give up on myself easily. I may hate myself most of the time but if i gave up i would have been dead years ago. You dont know what i go through everytime you say something to me that criticizes what i do or what i want to do. I dont say anything to you when i dont like what you are doing because i love you and i'll accept you besides all those things. So i wont make a good mother and so i've got a low self esteem,and i hurt you all the time, and i am self defeating, self destructing and need to show more humility. Would you like to add anything else to that list? Because if you're done i can add more. If thats what you've figured out in the past four months i'm interested to see what you will figure out in the hours, days, weeks, or months it takes for you to reach the decision that its not worth it.

5:08 p.m. - 2003-01-30