There are so many people in this world that feel like they know all and they know how it all should be and i'm fucking sick of it. It doesnt matter if you are 15 or 35 you arent going to know everything and its not a bad thing. The whole point of living is to learn, if you knew everything there is to know there really wouldnt be any point of you living would there be? So would you please stop trying to make like you know it all and quit trying to point out other peoples problems to make you feel better about your own.
Anyways, i've decided not to have a baby, it was a stupid choice on my part to even think of doing that and M. was finally the one who convinced me of this and not by saying the things from his mind but by saying the things from his heart.
I've also decided to take it slowly on the relationships i am in. I'm young, i have my whole life ahead of me to worry about whos heart is going to break and how to stop it from happening...it saddens me the way i rushed into things...maybe if i had taken the time i would have seen the beauty in it all and not lost what i loved so much.
10:54 p.m. - 2002-02-22
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