Can't help but hate you

Sometimes i want to hate you and sometimes i want to scream right into your ear...to make sure that you hear what i say when i'm not saying anything at all.I want you to understand that i'm not your average person, i dont want to be your average person and if i'm as complicated as you think...then you really havent learned anything at all. I'm not complicated...i have different sides of me. Just as many as the next person. I just choose to share them at different times. A lot of the times its when you're not listening, or simply ignoring. Read between the lines. It shouldnt be hard for you. I wanted to be his...I wanted to hers. I wanted to be everyones and now theres you. The one i want to be everything for but know that i am just living in a dream world, if i choose to think like that.

I want to confront the world and the people in it...and get them to recognize that they are nothing. Your bombs...are nothing. Intellect is lost among the common man and no one gives a fuck about other people.I dont want to change the world, it'll change on its own and eventually this generation will die off just like any other. It all is a never ending circle.Maybe(((a long time from now))) people will understand that what they do and what they have done affects every single person around you and goes on and on.Or maybe they know that already and just disregard it because they only choose to look and think about themselves. Make yourself number one but dont ever forget the people who have made you,you.

I would like to give a huge FUCK YOU. To all those people that try to bring me down. You've made me stronger in a way you will never be.

11:08 p.m. - 2003-03-26