Drop dead gorgeous

Just got off work and i'm tired as hell. I didnt do a lot of work but its more mental exhaustion from being so bored. I was being trained by Mary though and shes is an awesome trainer and shes so adorable. I definitely will love working with her. I work on Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, Thursday, Friday and Saturday. Now most people would think that would suck but i think its awesome because the more hours i get the more money i get. Plus i'm working on Mothers day so i get stats for that and tip share should be pretty good.

S. is taking his GED on Friday and Saturday, i just know hes gonna pass. Hes the most intelligient person i have ever met and i'm not just saying that because he's my boyfriend. Its true. I'm going to send good vibes to him tomorrow anyways, just cause i'm like that.

Today i just glanced at him and i realized how lucky i am. He is the best thing that has ever happened to me, i can be myself with him and it doesnt make him love me less. He deals with my paranoia, my depression, my mood swings and has for the past 7 months and he still hasnt left. I've said some cruel things to him and treated him bad. Tried to test him...tried to make him feel like shit for no reason at all. Most people would have left me but he stuck around. I respect that, i respect the fact that he doesnt just give up when times are hard. I love him so much it hurts.He's drop dead gorgeous, in mind, body and soul.

"I've got honor to earn

But I guess I lost my turn

When will I learn

To treat you with concern"

12:06 a.m. - 2003-05-02