Waking up and not knowing where i am. Pounding headache...stomach feeling like its going to explode. Whole body shaking in extreme cold chills. Someones arm wrapped around my body keeping me from falling off the bed.Crying and then screaming...thoughts of death flashing through my mind. Another guy comes in...tells me to shut up. The guy whos arm was around me telling him to chill out and get me out of there.Being pulled into a car and thrown on the backseat, staying in a fetal position that i do not want to come out of.Being pushed out of the car, not having any clue where i am. Finding my friends house and crying on her front step as she opens the door and also starts crying. I'm sick. Banging head...wanting to kill myself...trying to find someone to calm me down on the phone...not working. Ending up in detox for a night.
Cocaine High.
3:22 p.m. - 2003-02-26
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