He told me i had an invisible brilliance

I'm at my sisters house and i've been up the whole night. My sleep patterns are really off lately...when i'm not out with some friends i've been sleeping non-stop, so i think its coming back to me and not letting me sleep now. Last night i talked to M. and i was pissed of because S. had told me that he was telling her what a bitch i was and how he hated me for what i did....so i was asking him why he had said those things. He told me he didnt and that he didnt know why S. would say those things to me...he seemed sincere but now i'm stuck in the middle not sure who to believe...S....one of my best friends or M....my ex who i was close friends with until lately. Decisions, decisions, in the grand scheme of things this is minimal but for some reason theres a little nagging voice in the back of my head thats saying to get to the bottom of it.

Anyways...I havent talked to any of my girlfriends lately=( i never have time to phone and my mom never tells me when they phone...blah....i'll call them all today sometime.

*reminder to self-get a job*

PLEASE REMEMBER

TIME, SOMETIMES THE TIME JUST SLIPS AWAY

AND YOU'RE LEFT WITH YESTERDAY

LEFT WITH THE MEMORIES

I, I'LL ALWAYS THINK OF YOU AND SMILE

AND BE HAPPY FOR THE TIME I HAD YOU WITH ME

THOUGH WE GO OUR SEPARATE WAYS

I WON'T FORGET SO DON'T FORGET

THE MEMORIES WE MADE

PLEASE REMEMBER

PLEASE REMEMBER

WHEN I WAS THERE FOR YOU

AND YOU WERE THERE FOR ME

PLEASE REMEMBER

OUR TIME TOGETHER

WHEN TIME WAS YOURS AND MINE

AND WE WERE WILD AND FREE

PLEASE REMEMBER PLEASE REMEMBER ME

GOOD-BYE, THERE'S JUST NO SADDER WORD TO SAY

AND IT'S SAD TO WALK AWAY

WITH JUST THE MEMORIES

WHO'S TO KNOW WHAT MIGHT HAVE BEEN

WE LEAVE BEHIND A LIFE AND TIME

WE'LL NEVER KNOW AGAIN

PLEASE REMEMBER

PLEASE REMEMBER

WHEN I WAS THERE FOR YOU

AND YOU WERE THERE FOR ME

AND REMEMBER PLEASE REMEMBER ME

PLEASE REMEMBER

PLEASE REMEMBER

WHEN I WAS THERE FOR YOU

AND YOU WERE THERE FOR ME

PLEASE REMEMBER

OUR TIME TOGETHER

WHEN TIME WAS YOURS AND MINE

AND WE WERE WILD AND FREE

THEN REMEMBER PLEASE REMEMBER ME

AND HOW WE LAUGHED

AND HOW WE SMILED

AND HOW THIS WORLD WAS YOURS AND MINE

AND HOW NO DREAM WAS OUT OF REACH

I STOOD BY YOU, YOU STOOD BY ME

WE TOOK EACH DAY AND MADE IT SHINE

WE WROTE OUR NAMES ACROSS THE SKY

WE RAN SO FAST WE RAN SO FREE

AND I HAD YOU AND YOU HAD ME

PLEASE REMEMBER

8:53 a.m. - 2002-03-28