I'm so sick of you

I am so sick of all these fucking problems that everyone keeps having in their lives...its not that i wont be there to support them and help them out but they complain and then they keep on doing the same old stupid thing. I'm through with it, if you want my help and you want to be smart about it then i'm going to be there...otherwise leave me the fuck out of it.

M. and I are through and i'm quite happy about it too. Yes, sudden mood change but i dont give a fuck...it was there...it happened...its done and now i have J, who is the best person i could have asked for in this point in time.Along with Mandy and C. and the rest of the gang. I am doing what i want to and for the first time in my life i have people who are totally and utterly here for me.They make me feel like i should have been feeling a long time ago and that is good about myself and when i'm a bitch its not a bad thing to them because they know that if you want me that you have to have all of me. The whole thing with M. was bullshit and i'm not going to fuck around and be like yes i still love him and yes i still want him because i dont.

Anyways, I'm getting some tattoes and piercings pretty soon...i'm getting my tongue and labrette and my clit pierced and then i'm getting R. and J's names on my wrists and thats just to start of with...we'll see what else develops.

I'm going to my brothers house tommorow, so its gonna be all good cause i like spending time there and i found out my stepdad is getting out of jail on Sunday so thats good news for me because he says i can go live with him.

Oh and i've decided besides having J. as a boyfriend i will become a lesbian so i'm on a mission to find some new girlfriends:) fun fun fun for me!

"Bizounce"

[Verse 1 Rap]

Fuck conversation, I'm throwin him a lever

Leavin the crib with a Dear John letter

I'm takin what I need, nigga fuck all ya cheddah

Fuck all ya jewelry and fuck all ya cars

You ballin while I'm wishin on stars

Won't have me wildin while you puffin on dro's

Have me in the crib, all panties and bras

While you in the Benzo messin wit broads

Have ya'll face in another bitch twat

Go ahead playa boy that's how you get shot (I'ma get ya ass)

And I ain't even like that silly nigga

But I'm hurt and I'm filled up with liquor

Ponderin on if you really feel her

Only a man could make a girl a killer

And wit a nine like this my nigga don't sleep

I'ma creep up on your behind my nigga

I'm about to bizounce

I can't take this shit no more

Picture frame broken daddy

Cuz I can't trust you

I'm ridin high now

So nigga fuck you

I'm about to bizounce

I can't take this shit no more

Picture frame broken daddy

Cuz I can't trust you

I'm ridin high now

So nigga fuck you

[Verse 2 (1 in Napster version)]

Drivin in yo Benzo

Shinned up Lorenzo

Ashtray filled wit Indo

Toss it out the window

Bein fast as the ash blow

Leavin a nigga, fuck ya cash flow

I got my own account

And it holds a nice amount

I'ma come back for my clothes

And come back for my Roles

You can keep them other hoes

Nigga that's how the game goes

And if ya didn't know

Better ask somebody baby

Shoulda treated me like your lady

Nigga I gotta bizounce

I'm about to bizounce

I can't take this shit no more

Picture frame broken daddy

Cuz I can't trust you

I'm ridin high now

So nigga fuck you

I'm about to bizounce

I can't take this shit no more

Picture frame broken daddy

Cuz I can't trust you

I'm ridin high now

So nigga fuck you

[Verse 3 (2 in Napster version)]

Fuck the conversation

I'm throwin you a letter

Keep them platinum credit cards

Keep all of your cheddar

That shit don't mean nuttin to me (No nuttin to me no nuttin to me)

Cuz I'm tired of you stressin me (Tired of you stressin me)

The scent of perfume on ya clothes (In ya clothes)

Messin wit them silly hoes (Silly hoes)

Got me feelin miserable (I'm miserable)

Peddlin up wit Hen and Coke (It's on...)

Sleepin wit the enemy (...bitch)

Boy you don't wanna fuck wit me (Don't wanna fuck wit me)

I'm about to bizounce

I can't take this shit no more

Picture frame broken daddy

Cuz I can't trust you

I'm ridin high now

So nigga fuck you

I'm about to bizounce

I can't take this shit no more

Picture frame broken daddy

Cuz I can't trust you

I'm ridin high now

So nigga fuck you

[Verse 4 (3 in Napster version)]

I ain't never comin back no more

I know you heard that shit before

I don't never wanna see your face

Faded pictures on make-up case

Shoulda known what ya missed at home

Now you roll along wit no one to bone

You ain't never gonna eat poon poon

Not from me no no

I'm about to bizounce

I can't take this shit no more

Picture frame broken daddy

Cuz I can't trust you

I'm ridin high now

So nigga fuck you

I'm about to bizounce

I can't take this shit no more

Picture frame broken daddy

Cuz I can't trust you

I'm ridin high now

So nigga fuck you

I'm about to bizounce

I can't take this shit no more

Picture frame broken daddy

Cuz I can't trust you

I'm ridin high now

So nigga fuck you

I'm about to bizounce

I can't take this shit no more

Picture frame broken daddy

Cuz I can't trust you

I'm ridin high now

So nigga fuck you

1:12 a.m. - 2002-03-27