In the past week my life has taken a distinct change...for the worse or for the better, i'm not sure. Its too soon to tell. M. broke up with his girlfriend and that was really good news for me because i loved him and wanted to be with him. On Thursday Mandy came to the school with this guy named Ross. Ross asked me to skip school and go with them to the mall so i said okay. Before that he had asked me to be his girlfriend and i said yes. Anyways we went to the mall and hung out with everyone, then me and him went away by ourselves to do our thing.That night i went to mandys house with D and V.....to make a long story short C asked me out and i said yes, mandy asked me out and i said yes and i asked J. out and he said yes.This is leaving the person i loved out of the loop, meaning M.. I'm pretty sure he hates me now and i know he thinks its stupid that i'm involved in gang activity( I'm in a gang now and everyone i'm going out with except robin is also in gangs)but thats just the way everything turned out.Maybe we were never meant to be together or maybe we were only meant to be friends. i dont know..all i know is i lost someone that i love with all my heart and i might never get them into my life again.
1:02 p.m. - 2002-03-24
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment
Note: Only a member of this blog may post a comment.