Well i'm through with crying over M. Its stupid to cry over something that i actually wanted to end before. I think the only reason it hurt was that he dumped me before i chose to dump him. Thats how the game goes though. I met this guy that is incredibly gorgeous when i was walking my dog and he asked me for his number so i gave it to him.Hes orgasmic i swear to god. B. and his friend Mike are going with me to West Ed this weekend and this other guy Chris whos also really hot is coming with me to Whyte Ave. I'm also seeing R. and most likely T. this weekend too. Yay for me! But more on Chris...i told him that i just got out of a relationship and that i am really wanting to have sex. He said hed love to have sex with me,lol. So if anything goes on i'll be sure to let you all know.
Since i broke up with M. i learned a lot from my family and friends. This guy Teri that comes around saw me crying and he told it to me straight. The game is played and people like me and him were meant to be the master players. He said dont cry over some little white boy, you are fine and like your stepdad said they're are people lined up for you. Keep it gansta. Those are the words of a true player and i am going to follow them. I'm not going to say i'm through with relationships but if they dont work out i'm not going to cry. I'll keep my head up and go find a guy that can treat me right. My auntie R told me to forget about him because all guys are pricks, lol. She always knows how to cheer me up.
I'm feeling better than i have in a long time. Its like a weight has been lifted and i dont need to worry about how i am anymore.Who i was before i met M. is who i had to hide and now i'm able to let it free.Funny how something so good could come from something that was so sad.
11:25 a.m. - 2002-05-27
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