Milk is good for the soul

'm amazed at the way the Counting Crows can make me cry anytime i listen to them. They make me think, they make me listen, they make me want to love him even more.

Last night was pretty good. I went to my uncle R's for a little while...we opened presents and had dinner and that sort of shit. Then i went to my grandmas house for a little while...said hi to all the family, played with the kids for a bit. Finally i got around to going to S's house.His cousin was there who i absolutely adore...hes an awesome guy and he listens to Ani Difranco and Tegan and Sara and he's an art student. Can you say adorable? Then MC and his brother DC showed up which was kick ass. I havent seen them for the longest time and they are such interesting people to have around.MC looks really good and his brother is so much bigger than when i last saw him. Anyways they got along with S which was great since S usually doesnt like any of my friends.

Then this morning S and I were talking about how we need a roommate. So i asked MC how he would feel about moving in with us. He said that if he wasnt in school still that he would. So i have to talk to S because i think we're just going to have to get a one bedroom apartment for now. That doesnt bother me though, i dont have problems being in small quarters.

I did my nails on Christmas morning, my mom had bought me some fake nails to wear since i hate having short nails but dont have the ability to grow them out. Everyone thought that they were done by a professional so i am quite happy with that. I decided that instead of going back to school that i'm just going to take 1 course and then go to Marvell College. Its a cosmetology school and you dont need your high school diploma to get into it.Plus i love doing hair and make-up and nails, so why not?

S. and I have been together for 3 months and 1 day now. This is the best relationship i've ever been in and i love that i dont always have to dress up and be worried if i dont look altogether.He doesnt care if i'm not wearing make-up, hes seen me without it and without my hair done. Which no guys outside of my family have ever seen. Due to my own insecurities.He thinks i'm beautiful though and thats all that matters to me. He says that i have spoiled him for other girls though because i let him be himself around me and dont criticize him, so if we ever break up he's not going to know how to get a girl. I dont mind, then he can just come back to me*smirks*

S's sister Sharon has something against me. Well at least i think she does. Or maybe shes just stuck up all the time, either way its annoying as hell. Like H. said, a little dosage of her is fine but it gets to be too much too quickly. I have no problem with his mom or other sister though.So i can learn to live with the fact that not everyone likes me.

I'm stuck with this awful cold that i have had for the past week and instead of getting better it just gets worse. The medication helps for maybe a half an hour and then my nose is stuffed and i'm sneezing more than ever.My eyes are really bad too cause i keep rubbing them. S. says that maybe if i ate more i wouldnt get so sick for so long. I say why not just drink more milk?

*razorkisses*

XxRaw-HatexX