The moon must have mended my bad mood

Ok so B. broke up with me, it was a big deal yesterday but i slept and i'm feeling way better. NO problem, he doesn't want me it doesn't matter, there's always other boys and girls. I've decided... since i'm not being held down, why not go Buck Wild!! I'm a great girl with great friends and lots of sexual energy that needs to come out sooner rather than later. Tonite i'm going to my girlfriends house, and my other girlfriend and another girl are going too. We are going to get VERY drunk and VERY high and i am going to have a great time and not worry about people like B..My friend Alex wrote me a poem...hes such a sweetie, anyways here it is:

where do you come from, where do you want to go? war is calling up my heart, i could not stand it any more. i went down babylon destructing my past, so i understood how great and difficult it is to be a dread Alexandria. the sea is green and the sky is blue as they said, then i knew my roots would never be upon my head, Alexandria ended having a triple on the rock steady with the police, she went all the way down to the beach just to see the waves breaking on the rocks. flushy baby round the roots.

He and I have been friends for 3 years and he knows all about me and my past and he understands,he's a great person.

Anyways this is a song i like by No Doubt, read on...

Underneath It All

There's times when i want something more

Someone more like me

There's times when this dress rehearsal

Seems incomplete

But you see the colors in me

Like no one else

And behind your dark glasses

You're something else

You're really lovely underneath it all

You want to love me underneath it all

I'm really lucky underneath it all

You're really lovely

You know some bad tricks

And you need some discipline

But lately you've been trying real hard

And giving me your best

And you give me the most gorgeous sleep

that i've ever had

And when its really bad

I guess its not that bad

You're really lovely underneath it all

You want to love me underneath it all

I'm really lucky underneath it all

You're really lovely

So many moons that we have seen

Stumbling back next to me

I've seen right through and underneath

And you make me better

I've seen right through and underneath

And you make me better

You've used all your coupons

And all you got left is me

And somehow i'm full of forgiveness

I guess its meant to be...

You're really lovely underneath it all

You want to love me underneath it all

I'm really lucky underneath it all

You're really lovely

6:51 p.m. - 2001-12-29