Take me down

Take me down

Well, when i left during the middle of the test yesterday someone decided to spread a rumour saying that i got picked up by the cops because i was stoned on school property. I can't believe someone would be so stupid as to start that rumour. Anyways i cleared that up with my friends today so its all good. Tomorrow i have to go finish the test and then i'm probably going to west ed with this guy named Chad, he seems okay...he's not really my type though. I don't think i actually have a type though. I just came to the realization that i don't feel comfortable unless i've smoked a joint or two...i don't think thats a good thing but i'm not in the mind frame to stop right now. My dad hasn't called me in the longest time and my mom keeps on getting pissed off because i want to call my aunt that she hates, i don't really give a fuck because she hates everyone.( god i can hear her bitching right now!) I feel like crying or screaming or something but i can't i have to hold it all in, so that by the time i'm 16 it won't matter.

I feel so dead.

9:36 p.m. - 2002-01-30