In the past week i have turned 17 years of age and celebrated my one year anniversary. Everything has been going great in the past week, we had some days off of work so we got to spend time together, we were also sick so i being the kind of person i am,tried to take care of S. as best as i could. I have been enjoying our time together, i havent been happy in a while. I mostly have myself to blame but its also just been the stress. I'm feeling much better about myself and about my relationship with S. I decided it was time for me to make a choice, to love him and trust him with everything i have, or to leave him so that i didnt keep on causing him anymore misery. Obviously i chose to trust him, i dont have a reason not to, I say that its other people i dont trust but if i cant trust him around other people than its basically the same as not being able to trust him. So that is being worked on. My mom and two of my brothers came up for my birthday and it was wonderful. I love when people come up, i am honestly missing edmonton with a passion but we are on a year long lease agreement so we have until then to decide if we want to stay or if we would rather go back home. Anyways i miss all the people i havent been able to get in contact with, love you.
9:15 a.m. - 2003-09-27
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