Bored of all the usual bullshit

This guy Joe and I have become really good friends since i left school. He was always there for me when i was drunk and high so i consider him to be like a big brother.Anyways hes going out with this chick named A. that i used to be friends with. I'm not anymore because i realized how self-involved and shallow she was. We were talking last night and he told me how he was worried that she was cheating on him. Well i talked to his ex-girlfriend C. who is good friends with A. Heres how the conversation went... I'm Violent Dollie...

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eh alexandria

Violent Dollie I am a a poster girl with no poster i am 32 flavors and then some says:

hey girl

Violent Dollie I am a a poster girl with no poster i am 32 flavors and then some says:

sup?

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not 2 much

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hows life

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?

Violent Dollie I am a a poster girl with no poster i am 32 flavors and then some says:

its going good, thanks. Whats been up with you?

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not much

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did u know that fransice left

Violent Dollie I am a a poster girl with no poster i am 32 flavors and then some says:

no i didnt hear that...that sucks. I never said bye

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yah well hes gone he went to california

Violent Dollie I am a a poster girl with no poster i am 32 flavors and then some says:

yeah i figured that

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heh heh

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yeh

Violent Dollie I am a a poster girl with no poster i am 32 flavors and then some says:

Hows school going for you?

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pretty good

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me and A. are really good friends

Violent Dollie I am a a poster girl with no poster i am 32 flavors and then some says:

hmmm thats cool. Yeah i talk to joe more than anyone else from that school

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and i am trying to get her to go out with my friend eric from ***

Violent Dollie I am a a poster girl with no poster i am 32 flavors and then some says:

shes going out with joe though

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oh really?

Violent Dollie I am a a poster girl with no poster i am 32 flavors and then some says:

yeah

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um

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lol

Violent Dollie I am a a poster girl with no poster i am 32 flavors and then some says:

what?

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nothing

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i guess i shouldnt then eh?

Violent Dollie I am a a poster girl with no poster i am 32 flavors and then some says:

yeah thats not a good idea

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yeh

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yeesh

Violent Dollie I am a a poster girl with no poster i am 32 flavors and then some says:

what?

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i almost made a biggy mistake

Violent Dollie I am a a poster girl with no poster i am 32 flavors and then some says:

lol, yeah

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but shh dont tell joe k?

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Violent Dollie I am a a poster girl with no poster i am 32 flavors and then some says:

mmm did you know that they were going out?

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um ya but i dont know

Violent Dollie I am a a poster girl with no poster i am 32 flavors and then some says:

what do you mean you dont know?

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lol

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just dont tell him k?

Violent Dollie I am a a poster girl with no poster i am 32 flavors and then some says:

why shouldnt i?

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please i dont want him getting angry

Violent Dollie I am a a poster girl with no poster i am 32 flavors and then some says:

who says he isnt already?

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ova what?

Violent Dollie I am a a poster girl with no poster i am 32 flavors and then some says:

well arent you his friend?

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of course

Violent Dollie I am a a poster girl with no poster i am 32 flavors and then some says:

well then wouldnt you know?

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because he wouldnt tell me

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i was alittle worried

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is he ok?

Violent Dollie I am a a poster girl with no poster i am 32 flavors and then some says:

hmm well i dont see why you were trying to set A. up with someone when you know shes going out with joe

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i hope so

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well i dont really mean like goout

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thats just how i say it

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i mean i want them to know each other

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Violent Dollie I am a a poster girl with no poster i am 32 flavors and then some says:

why?

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well because one they would make great friends

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i think so anyway

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and eric my friend is having a tuff time with friends right now

Violent Dollie I am a a poster girl with no poster i am 32 flavors and then some says:

and you have no ulterior motives, its simply that you want them to be friends? No offense but that sounds sorta suspicious

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reallyZ?

Violent Dollie I am a a poster girl with no poster i am 32 flavors and then some says:

yeah

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well i was not trying to set them up like that

Violent Dollie I am a a poster girl with no poster i am 32 flavors and then some says:

okay then

I dont particularly believe her but i swear if she does anything like that i would be the first to bitch her ass out. I hate chicks that try to wreck relationships like that. Now i'm not an angel but i dont purposely break up relationships.Joe really cares about A. and even if i dont like her, i'm happy for him.

I cant say i do well in the relationship department but i will do anything in my power to make sure my friends do. I want to see someone happy even if it isnt me and thats including my ex-boyfriends.I suppose that could be my downfall.

I'm getting my hair died electric blue soon and i'm getting it cut. My mom is taking me to modeling classes because she says i need to brush up on it and then i'm going to start going to modeling agencies.Thats just going to be a part-time thing though because i need a regular job. I was thinking of working at this place called Rosies thats really close to my house but i am also going to go looking for jobs down on whyte ave. Its such a busy place and you can meet the most interesting people working down there.

3:11 p.m. - 2002-06-12