The cast

S.- My boyfriend since September 25/2002. We barely had talked before we had sex and then he ended up asking me out but in the first 2 weeks i knew that i was in love and that it would only get better. He is one of the most amazing people i know, he has this magnificent talent for playing guitar and although he may not think i'm listening or care, i do. Hes intelligent and caring and i would do almost anything for him. He's also very frustrating at times and we've had our bad moments but i would never give up the good because of the bad. He's worth way too much to me than to just throw it all away. I love him with all my heart and i know that even if we arent together he'll still be in my heart. He's helped me through so much, when i overdosed on coke,when i was always high, when i wanted to get better, when i feel insecure. Hes the one who makes me smile.

H.- I've known her since grade 8 when we first started hanging out together, skipping school so we could wax ourselves and stealing things from the store near us.Shes funny and shes a beautiful person. When we lived together we would fight like wildcats but we had our moments like her grabbing my shadows ass while we were jumping on Sterling bed waiting for someone to come home.Shes a sweetheart and i could never forget her.

R.- This is someone i cant even explain so that you could understand what an amazing person she was. She was my best friend from grade 8 on and she made such an impact in my life that i dont think many understand. I would have died to make this girl happy if thats what it took. She was beautiful and intelligent and she had this smile and laugh that just made you love her. She walked into a room and everyone looked. You either hated her or loved her but when you loved her, thats what was really special. She died on August 18 and my heart absolutely broke. I didnt think i'd be able to move on and i dont think i really have but i'm learning to deal with losing her and shes always in my heart and mind.

Those are the main people i talk about and i'll make the list more as i meet people i actually care to write about.

1:25 a.m. - 2003-02-18