Ignorance is bliss cause happiness makes her blind

You run as fast and far as you can, yet you always end up at the same spot. What happens when you cant run anymore, when you are stuck in the spot you have come to hate more than life itself? Break me down and twist me up because i'm more blind than i have ever been, here is there and there is gone and happiness makes me sad and love makes me blind.

I want to be forever

I want to be forgotten

I want to be there

I want to be the only one

I need to hear the voice of a good friend.

Its funny how you yell and try to break me down and all i do is ignore the words you are saying and just listen to the words in my head. Its funny how you think i listen to you when you tell me i am no good, that i'm a failure. Excuse me, I did not hear you. I was busy visiting my own world.

Self-destruct me, self-destruct you. Lick me. My wounds are fresh.Carve your name into my arm i need to feel.Feel your love...enough to make it hurt. Enough to make me bleed and cry and scream and beg for you on my knees.

Just another hit for the one you love. Put me down, put me out. Put out for me. I'm starving.

Its the nothing that seems to hurt the most and you are the something that saves me from it all, never leave. I couldnt deal. Would i cry...or just self-destruct into the girl i knew.

11:03 p.m. - 2003-04-15