I've been talking with S's mom through email and we've decided to just forget about the whole shower incident and move on. I'm happy about that because i didnt want to have to not be able to see S. as often. Because Sundays are going to have to be cut short for us since i work on Sunday nights now. Its just a babysitting job. On Sunday, Monday and Thursday nights but i'll be getting 35-40 dollars every night i work, so it shouldnt be that bad and its only one kid and shes a sweetheart. I was supposed to go see Jill this weekend but if S. doesnt have plans yet i'm going to see if he wants to see me.
Anyways my brother broke up with his girlfriend of almost a year. She was so in love with him and i thought he was in love with her too but he wants other girls. Sometimes i wonder if thats what will happen to S. and I. He'll just get bored of me and leave. I'm so damn paranoid...it gets to the point where its not even funny.
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