I'm leaving to Calgary in three weeks. We decided to leave earlier so i better start packing cause knowing myself it'll take me hours to look through my stuff and decide what to keep and what to leave behind. I have this horrible feeling that i'm going to be homesick for months when i get there but as long as i have someone to talk to and cry my eyes out on their shoulder its all going to be okay. Thats what i keep telling myself. Its all going to okay.
S. is mad at me, he says he isnt but i didnt get the loving vibe i usually get off of him but i have decided to let things go on there own. I cant control life, i cant control him and i cant control our love. How long until i break?
8:24 p.m. - 2003-07-01
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