All about me

Its my 18th birthday in a few days!! Yay for me! Now i can get drunk legally and get drunk i will. hehehe

9:06 p.m. - 2004-09-15

I hate you

I'm so sick of giving and getting nothing back from you. You fucking prick.

4:22 p.m. - 2004-08-22

Maybe its something you didnt do

why cant i just be honest, does it really make you that fucking mad? I think i resent...

7:24 p.m. - 2004-08-13

Done

You cant hold my tears in your hand. I dont want you

9:19 p.m. - 2004-07-28

Ruined Innocence

I've ruined my childhood. It just hits you like a lighting bolt, this new found clarity on life. I thrust myself into adult situations and i have only myself to thank for my loss of innocence. I couldnt wait until i turned 18 and now its a few months away and i'm terrified. I look behind and i cant see my childhood. All i see is my worry about where i was going to live, would i have enough money to buy groceries this week. Feeling bad about not being able to buy new clothes. My childhood is gone and i miss it with every inch of my being.

12:12 p.m. - 2004-07-07

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I love him

"7 Days"

[VERSE 1:]

I'm in love with my man but it seems like everyone always asks me

How is it that we can work out

We got the type of ghetto love

We fuss and fight then we make up

I guess that's what it's all about

CUz time and time I tried to leave but

For him I get weak, I just can't let him go

And even though he gets to me

Seven days a week

We just can't get enough

And that's why

[CHORUS:]

On Monday we'll be breaking up

On Tuesday we'll be making up

Wednesday we'll be making love

On Thursday i'll just sleep all day

On Friday I give you room to play

Saturday, Sunday I just can't stay away

[VERSE 2:]

I just can't spend a day without him, sometimes my girls trip about it

But I don't care what they have to say

See, he don't have to buy me roses

He loves me and knows how to show it

He turns me on in every way

Day by day it seems to be that for him I get weak

I just can't let him go

And it's not that hard to see that

Seven days a week

We just can't get enough

And that's why

[CHORUS]

It's so hard for everyone to see I love him and he loves me

Seven days a week

I'm so down for him and

He's so down for me and

That's how we're gonna be

(On Sunday - Monday - Tuesday - Wednesday - Thurdsay - Friday - Saturday)

It's gonna be; yeah

[REPEAT CHORUS 3x]

3:05 p.m. - 2004-06-04

self love=self hate..whats the difference?

Well, my dear... If you stay with me through this i'll die for you.

I'm happy...i think.

10:15 p.m. - 2004-06-01

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