Thursday, June 4, 2009

Ruined Innocence

I've ruined my childhood. It just hits you like a lighting bolt, this new found clarity on life. I thrust myself into adult situations and i have only myself to thank for my loss of innocence. I couldnt wait until i turned 18 and now its a few months away and i'm terrified. I look behind and i cant see my childhood. All i see is my worry about where i was going to live, would i have enough money to buy groceries this week. Feeling bad about not being able to buy new clothes. My childhood is gone and i miss it with every inch of my being.

12:12 p.m. - 2004-07-07

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