I'd like to write something artful and precise and explain everything that has happened to me within the last year. And i will. But not right now. Right now is just too...soon and too late for me to even remember everything. But i will say that i am happy...to a certain degree. And i will say that i could be happy...in every complete and single way. But again, I try to make things hard for myself. But he loves me. At least i think he does. He says he does. And i love him. With doubt sometimes. Because i like things to never be completely wonderful like it could be. But I hold him close to my heart. And i hope that i can let myself be free this time. I hope that i am not so broken by all my previous failures that i will push and push until this one breaks, just because that is what i am used to.
12:15 a.m. - 2008-11-22
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