I feel as though time is just rushing by me at a speed that i am entirely unable to keep up with.
Breathe, blink, breathe, blink...it's gone. All i want to do is reach out and grab it by the thick of its neck and say, " Stay still a moment. I need some peace." Just a moment to calm my fears, rid myself of my stresses, perhaps maybe gain a head start. Alas, i am behind. As usual. My flights of fancy swallowing me whole until i forget where i start and they end. My fingertips tracing along a lifetime of dreams not yet followed. Not yet achieved. Tracing the ridges ever so gently...feeling the cracks,the breaks, the jagged ups and slippery slopes. As my mind wonders, " When will the high last?"