I want to say that i really didn't care about what she did but i can't. It hurt me to my very core. I am a good person, at least i try to be. Yet, time and time again she has tried to put me down and make me feel like i am not worthy of even common decency from another. I have so much on her that she doesn't even realize but i don't go spreading it all around to whoever will listen. Who cares if i talk to my friends about it? It was one of the biggest betrayals i have ever been through, so if i want to talk about it. I will.

I don't understand how someone who says they love God, can treat another human being the way she does. It tests my faith constantly.

12:19 a.m. - 2007-07-16