I fall into fits of depression. They are sudden and swift and knock the sunshine out of me.
And i can't find a moment of peace. My mind is constantly and consistently running amok.
And sometimes i wish i could just be like other people, going with the flow, never questioning WHY? Because although it is okay when i am questioning why in a positive manor, when i am in a funk it makes it worse. My stomach aches, a dull twisting pain. My head feels as though it is spinning and i can't even look at the sun and smile. And because for the last while i have been such a positive person, embracing life and the beauty in it, it feels ten times worse when i am sad. I hope i snap out of this fast.
And i can't find a moment of peace. My mind is constantly and consistently running amok.
And sometimes i wish i could just be like other people, going with the flow, never questioning WHY? Because although it is okay when i am questioning why in a positive manor, when i am in a funk it makes it worse. My stomach aches, a dull twisting pain. My head feels as though it is spinning and i can't even look at the sun and smile. And because for the last while i have been such a positive person, embracing life and the beauty in it, it feels ten times worse when i am sad. I hope i snap out of this fast.
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