I'm making new friends, living a new life it seems. I still see S. and we are doing amazing...not everything is good though. There is still the issue with him and my mother...i want so badly for it to at least be partly healed but i dont know how it can be or where it needs to start. Its a great source of stress and for the most part i push it out of my head but i cant hide it forever. I'm lost.

6:03 p.m. - 2006-06-26