Thursday, June 4, 2009

Where's my silver lining?

I've been waiting. I've been waiting for this moment all my life. But it's not quite right

It's impossible, that anything would turn out the way i wish. I've been waiting to learn what this is all about. I've been wondering when i'll get it right. When i'll nail it down and leave the rest all behind. My life is a series of complicated events, complicated people, complicated truths and even more complicated lies. I look in the mirror and can't say who's staring back. They all have it so simple, why can't i?

Beg for a moment of clarity, haven't had one in ages. My brain is not focused, and my heart tells me all sorts of pretty things that will never be.

And maybe i just need to forget it all. Leave it behind. Pick up the pieces. Reinvent. Move far away and make it brand new.

And i never felt so wicked as when i willed our love to die.

12:15 p.m. - 2007-09-30

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