I'm overwhelmed and under appreciated. I make lunches, dinners, clean the house, prepare for the baby and all this with no support. Even my closest friend has ditched me twice when she has promised to come help. I can't do it alone and i want to break down...and i do.

I sometimes wish i could swim through this existence as if i were a fish.

3:03 a.m. - 2006-03-29