S. proposed to me on my birthday, it feels so good to be able to call him something other than my boyfriend. I never really thought this would happen but now that it has...i feel at peace. We moved into a basement suite and out of his mothers house which was a complete relief, i thought that i would be trapped there for a long time and now that i'm out everything just seems that much brighter. I got a full time job working downtown and yet i still feel this lingering depression. I have this paralyzing fear that in a blink of an eye it will all fall away from me and i will be left there shivering, naked, and broken. At any minute i feel like i could break down and cry and never stop.
11:33 a.m. - 2004-10-23
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