Love will inevitably be the one thing that will tear my soul apart and leave me lying breathless on the ground without a care in the world and with the pain of knowing drugs are all i have.
I have not talked to M. in two days which is of my own accord but i think i made a mistake. I feel as though it is harder to live without him than it is to live with him and know that i cannot have him.
I was at northgate yesterday and T. was being annoying so i ditched her there, i know it wasnt the right thing to do since tons of people hate her there but i just didnt want to hang out with her.She's not only a liar but she's too fake and trashy...thats not my business though.
R. got arrested and somehow i end up feeling guilty although i wasnt there. I dont know what to do to help her since i cant even seem to help myself these days.
Coma White
Something is cold and blank behind her smile
She's standing on an overpass
In her miracle mile
[coma:]
"You were from a perfect world
A world that threw me away today
Today to run away"
A pill to make you numb
A pill to make you dumb
A pill to make you anybody else
But all the drugs in this world
Won't save her from herself
Her mouth was an empty cut
And she was waiting to fall
Just bleeding like a polaroid that
Lost all her dolls
[coma:]
"You were from a perfect world
A world that threw me away today
Today to run away"
A pill to make you numb
A pill to make you dumb
[chorus repeat]
4:06 p.m. - 2002-03-09
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