I'll find a way to make it back to you

My Need

Chorus:

My love

My need

Tonight

I feel so tight

My love

My need

Tonight

Just how I like

I know

You know

What exactly is on my mind

I can't help

Myself

Part of how I feel tonight

Won't make

Excuses

I just want you inside baby

We don't

Need to

Talk about no promises

Repeat Chorus

Let's just

Pretend

That we have no more tomorrow

Can we

Make love

Like it's our last time baby

Let's not

Get too

Soft and gentle with it 'cause

I am not

Feelin'

In no mood to play about

Repeat Chorus

Bridge:

I need you

Like the flowers need the rain

I need you

Like the blues need the pain

I need you

Like the stars need the night

I need you

Like the waves need the sea

Repeat Chorus

Repeat Bridge

I have to work today from 5-10 which is going to be a pretty busy shift because fridays are always horrible at blockbuster. I hate working there but what can you do when you need money and your education isnt very advanced. I have to start looking for a new job anyways near the end of february,this job will be down on the northside. I also have to start looking for a place to live. I cant wait, thinking that its only a month just gives me even more motivation.

S. and I were talking last night and i think we finally resolved the problems we have been having these past couple of weeks. I'm so in love with him, i dont think anyone can even understand half of what i feel for him.I'm going to his house today when my mom picks me up so thats something to look forward to and it will make the day less stressful than i know its already going to be.

I weighed myself this morning and i'm 115 with clothes on, so i really only have 5 pounds to drop which shouldnt be that hard.Eat a small snack a day. Keep that in mind. I havent eaten anything yet today so lets hope i can work this out.

2:30 p.m. - 2003-01-31