He seems so angry. I can never seem to do anything right. I try to open myself up to him but he just sees right through. He wants me on medication, he says it so angrily. I'm sad, i'm depressed and most days all i want to do is build myself a shell and crawl away forever because i dont have what it takes anymore. I thought i was so strong but i break. Everything seems to make me land on my knees and i cannot seem to lift myself back up. Screaming...scream...i just want to scream in pain. I just want to show my scars but they are forever gone...and my mind races and my heart feels like it will stop any second and all i can think is, why was i ever born? Insanity, pure insanity. Lock me away and throw away the key.
11:39 p.m. - 2004-04-17
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