Today is the day my life starts over. It's happened before and i am sure it will happen once again. It could be days, weeks, months or years down the road but i will welcome it with open arms. Yesterday i got birth control. A shot right on my damn ass cheek.I started my anti-depressants today and i'm feeling good about it.I have a job at blockbuster...not the greatest job but i am only 16.On November 25th it is mine and S's 2 month anniversary. I have been clean for 7 days now...have been offered to do drugs and have denied them. I am proud of myself.I want to better myself and this time it isnt a fake try.I want to be good.
I am not living with Mindy and H. anymore. I moved back in with my step mom. I've been here for a few days and i just couldnt go back to Mindys. This is my family, this is who i belong with. No hassles, no competition, its just me and all i need to do to make myself feel better. Of course there isnt a lot of room and i have to share a room with my sister but i have no problem with that.Its my home.
12:44 p.m. - 2002-11-19
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