I close my mouth now and scream

I close my mouth now and I scream

*fading away because theres nothing i can do, i hate myself, but i love you*

Top 10 Wishes

1. I wish i could be less smothered by my family.

2. I wish i could cry more and care less

3. I wish i could get over you

4.I wish that i didnt feel the need to rush things

5. I wish that drinking and doing drugs wasnt the only thing i did right

6. I wish that i had never met you

7.I wish i could believe you when you say everything will be alright

8.I wish that when someone told me they loved me they wouldnt leave after

9. I wish that i could make up my mind about what i need

10. I wish someone actually loved me

* I never felt so alone when i was with you and the tears would fall when you said i love you because i always knew it wasnt true. I'm not like you and i can't do it like you. I can't be what you want me to be...i also can't seem to be me, so if you ever really loved me...let me go*

3:13 p.m. - 2002-02-19