I have deleted M from my contacts...erased his number from my phone...and deleted all the emails he has ever sent to me. I am slowly erasing him from my memory...his very essence.
I met this man.He interests me deeply.His name is a Buddhist name and hes a tantric buddhist. He has been involved in the occult for a long time and he has a library that he says i might be interested in seeing if i'm a good girl.Now i know i said i wasnt going to be the slave anymore. Its just that it feels so good when its purely sexual.To be taken control of...to be bitten and scratched and made to bleed and then to have them lick your wounds afterwards.Its something i cant explain. We're into age play and for people that dont know what that means its basically when you pretend you are a little girl and your partner is an authoritative figure.We make a good sex couple and this is just the thing i need to keep my mind off things that hurt. I am going to be okay even after all i've been through.
6:23 p.m. - 2002-05-28
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