I'll never shut my mouth

Sometimes i get the feeling that i'm shallow. That underneath all the deepness people see that there is just a shallow little girl who only cares about looks and being better than everyone.I'm always wanting a baby and everyone knows that but yesterday i was just sitting there thinking about it and the thing that crossed my mind was, " I'm dont want to be fat." I was thinking that i didnt want a baby because i did not want to lose my figure. How fucking shallow can you get?

Sometimes i wonder why people call me deep and interesting, i dont think i am at all actually. I have these normal everyday mundane problems and i dont feel that i'm deep at all. I'm more like a little shallow pond than a deep beautiful ocean.

M's coming over to meet the family. Its absolutely nerve-wrecking because my brothers are complete assholes to him most of the time and when they meet him they said they were going to beat his ass. I wont let that happen of course but its the fact that they're saying it that disturbs me. I'm excited to have him come over though.

My girlfriend R. might be sleeping over tomorrow and we're going to have some freaky girl lovin fun. We havent seen each other for awhile and when we get together its going to be all out hardcore girl sex.Sweet release. Thats right...all for me and none for you, lol.

My brothers were being really stupid today and they wanted to get me mad. So they decided to call R. a whole bunch of names. Well of course i had to defend her so i got up and beat the shit out of my brother D. and then B. started to help them so it was two on one and they are both bigger than me. I grabbed some shoes and started hitting them against the boys and then B. got a meat cleaver and started chasing me. I was so pissed off by that time that i grabbed two

knifes and chased them down but B. got one of them and D. got the other and i got cut.Grrrrrr!!! Horrible, horrible brothers. But after all that was done B. gave me a hug so it was all good.

HOT PANTS

V1. Hey little girl you're runnin all over town

I know about you yeah you really get around

Well I hate to say it but your clothes don't fit you right

And tonight I think you've got your hot pants on too tight

Ch. You're always wearing those hot pants

You say you're lookin for romance

But when I 'm around you know you haven't got a chance

You're always wearing those hot pants

But I know that no one wants to dance with you tonight

V2. Hey little girl you're tryin to get with my guy

I've got two words hands off or baby I'll make you cry

I don't pull hair and I don't fight dirty

But piss me off at 9 and you're lunchmeat by 9:30

Br. Well you've got the moves but your hair is so last year

And you've got the attitude but you're wearing your headgear

Everybody knows you put the ho in ho ho's

And you're in my face and I wanna break your nose

9:16 p.m. - 2002-05-17