Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Into the void

The one person i could not live without is the one who is wanting to leave this dreadful hateful world.I thought for a second that it was him that i hated for wanting to leave me and then i thought about it and its not him that i hate its this world. Theres millions of people..Teens, Adults...everyone wanting to leave but theres nothing around to stop them. I have had so many suicidal friends and i myself have been suicidal before.Theres something wrong with the world today when people as young as 14 want to leave.This person though, if he left me i dont know what i would do. I would feel lost and mistaken and suicide comes in numbers which means i'd most likely up and kill myself, because i dont think i'd be able to live without him.He is what makes me strong and when i am down he is the only person that can bring me up.I cant even stand to not talk to him for 1 day. My sister and my brothers even notice how different i am when i havent talked to him. I know you're not supposed to depend on someone so much but i do. I dont know why but i do. If i believed in a god i'd be cursing his fucking ass for doing that to M., for making him want to leave.Everything i've ever loved has been taken away and i just hope that he wont be taken away because i could not deal.

The Fragile

she shines

in a world full of ugliness

she matters

when everything is meaningless

fragile

she doesn't see her beauty

she tries to get away

sometimes

it's just that nothing seems worth saving

i can't watch her slip away

i won't let you fall apart

i won't let you fall apart

i won't let you fall apart

i won't let you fall apart

she reads the minds of all the people as they pass her by

hoping someone will see

if i could fix myself i'd -

but it's too late for me

i won't let you fall apart

i won't let you fall apart

i won't let you fall apart

i won't let you fall apart

we'll find the perfect place to go where we can run and hide

i'll build a wall and we can keep them on the other side

...but they keep waiting

...and picking...

...and picking...

...and picking...

...and picking...

...and picking...

...and picking...

...and picking...

...and picking...

...and picking...

...and

(it's something i have to do)

i won't let you fall apart (i was there, too)

i won't let you fall apart (before everything else)

i won't let you fall apart (i was like you)

i won't let you fall apart

12:40 a.m. - 2002-04-14

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