Should i feel dirty? I knew that people would disapprove of what Robin and I are doing to make money to leave, i just didnt think they would throw away my friendship because of it. V., said that we were disgusting and pathetic and she didnt want to talk to us anymore, she didnt want to hang out with people who could go so low.It hit me hard when she said that and i cried...not a lot because i dont have the energy to, but i did.I guess you have to lose some to win some.
E...i feel this odd sort of need to be with him or talk to him. Just to know that hes around. I dont know what it is but he said that he felt the same about me. Although we dont know each other that well i know that the only thing thats going to make me cry when i leave is thinking about leaving him behind. I dont want to but its something i have to do. We just seem to flow so right together...i wonder how we will turn out.I wish i had met him before...maybe then i could have been happy.
I took a test to see what my metal name and my porn star name would be...my metal name would Angel Morose and my porn star name would be Pussy Slides...i find that to be slightly humourous. I suppose you can tell how bored i actually am.
I was just thinking i have so much to hide...i dont get how a person could ever love a girl like me. I feel loveless.
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